Regrets...

My regrets are melting me away.

Same as a half moon on the peak of the mountain, I too am melting gradually…

My regrets keep melting me

Into a dead, dark sea

Where there is no comeback.

I keep thinking about the decisions I made

I am damn sure that’s not what I wanted

But I was lost back then

I needed a strong hand to pull me out of my insecurities

There is no going back for sure

Some say it’s temporary

Some say it will get worse

Some say the future will be okay

If the case, why do I feel hatred for what once I chose?

Why do I get scared of the thought of going closer?

Why my heart keeps calling me to wake up

I would but there is no going back.

I do wish for a miracle to happen

Miracle of “ May death do us apart “

Maybe then, maybe… I get my wings back